I didn't think she would go for that idea but she did. I knew with the boss gone no one would be using it. I explained my leg/cast and driving ordeal and told her I just didn't feel like going to a restaurant but if she wanted to pick something up we could eat in our conference room. However, she was out of town and the only co-workers that paid any attention to me were supportive ones.Ī friend called and wanted to have lunch, she sounded down and said she needed to talk. I think if my boss had said one word or looked sideways at me I would have just lost it. I drug my sleepy, swollen eyed self out of the bed and proceeded to pull the trash bag over my cast, secure it, shower, get ready for work but I was late and I just didn't care. This morning I looked like 'who would have thought it'. I guess I thought this news was the final straw for me or maybe it was the pain pills but I cried and cried and cried as if I couldn't stop. We rejoiced over the 2nd baby to be announcement and now we are heartsick over what they are going through. We all rejoiced over the 1st baby, a boy. Personally I think they are nuts for wanting to do that but nevertheless, I'm not the one having them or raising them. What a bummer? My nephew and his wife married later in life and had a baby 10 months ago but want another child and wanted to have them close in age. I received an email from my sister in another city that another sister's daughter in law miscarried yesterday. I don't mean to dump this stuff on you but it is either post/dump it or eat so there you go. That is how last night and today have gone. You know, just when I get in a pit and ready to throw myself a pity party, someone comes along that is in worse shape than I am. Co-workers have been very nice to offer to taxi me so I'm going that route for the next week or so. Thank God!! I have an automatic transmission vehicle so I can drive except the pain pill bottle says I shouldn't. For those wondering which leg is hurt it is the left one. Actually, I could think of another S word but didn't want to use it. Well, I don't know when I'll post again but I will return as soon as possible. I'm so happy the debate is going on as planned. I'm going to make the most of this window of opportunity to visit some of y'all and then watch the debate. For the most part I have been fine but the fall really scared me more than hurt me. They got me settled in with the a laptop and the TV. The family I'm with has teenagers so they are at the football game tonight.

Right now I'm eating whatever the family is eating but I am trying so hard to eat less. I called and cancelled WW until I'm back in my own environment. I fell on Monday morning so I didn't make it to weigh in. I feel like an idiot!!! I don't know about you (or if your alone) but it is very hard for me to ask for help so when I do you know I'm at my wits end.

I just lost my balance trying to maneuver with this cast. See I fell in the bathroom and have some nasty bruises. I'm now staying with some church friends because I realized I don't need to be alone right now. Work is not conducive for anything but work for the time being. Truth is I may not be posting or visiting regularly for a while. Have you missed me? I've really missed posting and visiting.

Bring it around now ladies good golly